OH MY GOD....

So I had failed to realize I had completely slacked on this for the past month.  Between my job (evil!) which  I still have to have and school (by far my worst semester after 5 years, ever...) all I've really wanted is just for a moment to relax, stretch out, watch some tv, chill for a bit.  You know?  I'm an insomniac (my doctor doesn't know why, great health) and have been constantly tired for several months now and just wanting to get caught up on rest more than anything and school (which is an hour away) 4 days a week and then working the other three days of the week is just not conducive to a crash and re-cooperate I had been used to for the past several years....BUT Wednesday (Veterans Day) I have off.  Nothing to do.  I plan to sleep from the time I go to bed until I get up, even if its 8, 12, 16, 24 hours.  I don't care.  I have such a bad sleep pattern I'm sleeping until I have to be up to start out for class Thursday.

 ANYWAYS, enough whining.  I've been lazy.  Real lazy.  It's been nearly a month since I've done anything.  I've done some training, written some articles (4 with a 1,000 word one I'm breaking into 2 which will give me 5) that I need to get up and running.  Tonight.   Other than that I've worked, done hours upon hours of school work (mainly programming), and done nothing else.  Pathetic.  Everyday I think about it, and I tell myself just well a few minutes and I'll do it.  Next thing I know, the time's gone. 

 I would really love to have an accountability partner.  Someone to make sure I'm working, maybe someone to have a running bet with.  I'm extremely alpha-male with bets, and if you beat me, you've gotten to work for it.  I have no problem putting money down on it, I just want someone there on my ass.  

 Anyways, for anyone interested, here's where my goal for the week is.  Tonight, I'm getting those articles up first.  After that, I'm turning my attention to Squidoo.  I want my first page up, satisfactory to me.  Once I get that up, my next goal is to start on my website.  I'm thinking something along the line of my keywords, playing better guitar.  After all I've said I've played for 12 years (actually a little under) and I'm going to start up a wordpress that I'm going to incorporate and also a video series.  

 I was bored in business law a while back, I have my plan.  I just have to implement it.  And get my Les Paul fixed (that could be a lesson right there, how to replace a broken nut.  I've got my ideas and enjoy the internet, just time to say NO to any and nearly all distractions and just do it.  Nike said it, Just Do It.  Maybe I should get some Nike's, because now is the time.

 PEACE.  I have work to do.

 Adam.