Well thats it I just about had it, over six months now and not as much as I thought to show for all my hard work. How long can you work and get nothing for it?

Google deindexed me and it was a big blow to my morale I must admit, I over came their deindexing and I was off the the races again.

A month or so later, my traffic drops like a rock on a mile high cliff. Enough of this crap, I put in alot of time to make this site and of course a bit of money also. I can only stand so much crap from anyone and google has made the blood boil for the last time.

They were my thoughts just a day or so ago, told the wife last night thats it I have had enough and it is time to give this adventrure up as nothing as the way of monetary gain has come my way. All I seem to get is slapped by google, I add to my web site quality content and figure that I am doing the right thing and still yet nothing.

My motivation for this work has all but slippped away....or has it really.

This may be the hardest thing most people have to do for them selves, look into them selves and take a real good look and make no mistake about it we are not without faults. These are the faults that keep you from success.

We alll have them and when others tell us about them our first reaction most of the times is, who the hell are you to tell me, I am sure we have alll been there, even if they are right it is hard to hear.

Therefore, I took a real good look at my IM efforts over the last six months and was brutaly honest with my self. At times I put in many hours and a lot of learning to get my site up and running and even ranking all to no avail.

As you may notice that I mentioned "at times" and that is really the real culprit hear...I thought I was being dillegent in my IM efforts all the time...but not really...I would take off like a bullet racing down the barrel of a gun just to get out and see what damage I could do..

Then I would sit and drag my butt for a while, letting what I thought was working well, take me for a monetary ride...guess what not happening...

I tell you I was ready to make my see you later thanks for the help blog today and leave it at that, go on to the next adventure...what I do not know...

Then I am reading the paper this morning and it all changes. Not to say Kyle, Carson and other members have not been saying this all along. Sometimes it takes a brick for some of us to actually understand what these words acutally mean..Do what you love and the money will come, add content your readers are wanting to read not just what you want to add..not just someones elses rehashed article...

This article was about a lady that had lost her husband or had somoe sorta of tradegy in her life and was force to make her way through life, long story short she opened up a book store, this is what she loved to do and had a real passion for it....

It was a success and she made her living from it and had a following of loyal customers, of course it was hard work and I am sure she spent many hours to get this business off the ground that lasted for years....sounds familar doesn't it...

Therefore when you get right disgusted with your achievements or lack of them take a look a real deep look into your actions were they what was needed to make a go of it...in my case I wish I could say I put my 100% into IM all the time, but this is not so...did I follow all the suggestions I recieved,maybe just the ones that I thought were worth my time or had the time to do, shying away from many things I new nothing about.

Then I read an article like this that brings me down to reality, and gives me time to reflect on my actions...is it the actions that I took that did not work or was it my lack of action that made it not work...I think the latter

Be honest with yourself before you even start, look deep inside and make the commitment to go for it and not just 50-60% of the time...this is what we are being told here at WA do not look just for the monetary gain set up a on line business that you will grow with and in time it will get you through...

Only with the 100% attention to your goals will they work...so they say any thing worthwhile does not come easy....or something like that....you get the point

I have now a new commitment to my self (first priority) to continue and actually put in the 100% effort to make this work....then and only then can you say with complete honesty that you put your best foot forward....

Get your motivation where you can, be honest with yourself brutally honest, only you know who you really are...

I am back and not going anywhere to soon....thanks for listening to my ramblinigs..