So basically, I dove into this head first without second thought. All I knew was that no matter how "unrealistic" it is to make money online, people are doing it.. so I should be able to do it too. And as much as I swore that I wouldn't give up, or lose motivation. It only took a few weeks before I was completely "I'Med out"... Earlier today I was looking into college and I made the comment to my husband that if I start now, I'll just quit Wealthy Affiliate and pour all my energy into becoming a paralegal. But as soon as the words came out of my mouth he looked at me like he does.. and he said something along the lines of me "not finishing what I started" which translated perfectly in my head as "SO you're giving up".. I got furious, in a matter of seconds I was ready to lash out on him about how that made me feel.. Until I realized how I felt. He was exactly right! I've been so hypocritical about this. I'll be the first person to step up and cheer someone else on about achieving their dreams, or telling them how important it is to be determined and motivated. But what about me?

 The awesome success stories that I dream of telling someday. How will I achieve that by giving up? I won't. It's 100%  impossible. And the few articles and 1 website I have up surely aren't going to make my future financially stable. Or my childrens someday. So starting tonight. Right now. I'm building a website that I plan to make successful. Better yet it isn't a plan. It's a guarantee. I will put out at least 3 articles a day no matter WHAT I have going on. The house can be cleaned and articles can be done too. I don't have to cancel one out to achieve the other. There is no excuse for my lack of achievement other than laziness. And this is my plan, my goal. For anyone reading this, thanks for taking the time. I WILL have a success post in the forum in a month or less. I don't care if I have to work more than I play. Type more than I talk. I will get there. Here we go!