Today is my first day of being able to walk and sit again for any amount of time. That was really a long haul. Thanks everyone for your suggestions and support. I wasn't even able to read email and so have spent literally hours today sorting through everything and cleaning up my e-mails and all. During my down time, I decided which things to focus on and which to let go. WA is going to be my only focus - any projects I have been working on elsewhere I will either abandon or transfer to WA.

I really have had to let go of the hope of making money online right now. It was stressing me so much. I don't know if it will actually be possible for me. Perhaps if I choose a more profitable niche, though I do think a person with the right skills could make anything successful. I just don't want to give up totally, and I think if I put all my creative attention in one place I will have more chance of success. I certainly need income, but don't think with my back pain situation that holding an actual job again, even if one were out there, is a viable option. I'm kind of in a very discouraged state and desperate too over the financial problems - just don't know where to go with it. I'm going to take things day by day and step by step and try my hardest to stay in a receptive and positive zone.

Glad to be back and will catch up on everyone's blogs and articles as soon as I can!