Determined that I just haven't found the right resource, asked the right question, or turned over the right rock yet ...... Here I go again.

First let me preface with... I do not do JOBS well. Never have. In fact in 29 years I have only had 1 employment where I received a W-2. I worked for Microsoft for 6 years. (I was pretty technical. (But that's another story.) In addition to it being bad for my health, most HR departments understand the inherent problems with hiring ex-business owners. We want to do things our own way! Thus I continue down the road of self discovery.

Following the family business I sank just under $1,000,000.00 in a brick and mortar furniture store. Closed it in 2007 after 7 years.
I tried running away and hiding... thinking it would all go away. (It didn't)
I tried Real Estate Foreclosures. While I have not given up on that entirely, and may go back to it when my resources are more liquid, it didn't provide me with the cash flow I needed to survive.
I am in survival mode. I am fighting foreclosure on my house, (Auction date in 3 weeks) my 82 year old mother's house, her commercial building and my sister's house. A total of 1.5M in real estate about to be lost. I am scraping to keep the utilities on and gas in the car. After never having to worry about money it was a humbling experience the day I filled out the application for food assistance (food stamps) at the county SS office. But so was admitting failure with the furniture business after 7 years.

My New Motto (Failure is only an opportunity for success!)

I continue on the road of self discovery and after much deliberation (with every dollar being scrutinized) found myself at 4:00am here at the Wealthy Affiliate University. While I won't say this is my last ditch effort, (See first paragraph) I will say my time is limited.

So I intend to follow the instructions and recommendations to the tee and get on a fast track to follow this opportunity.

Follow my blog to see how successful I am.