Thank you for helping me get through a rough spot! I am so happy as of today my Pole blog is featured on United Pole Artists page with a link to my latest article! I am sure I will get more traffic with this. Not to mention all the great info I can use from the website about..... well everything you can think of related to pole dancing.

On that note I have a few things going on to attempt to make my hubby happy in the mean time. I though it might be a little crazy but I put a resume of sorts on craigslist. I gave my hours of availability talked about my experience and let it be known that I only wanted part time work. I did not post personal info just an email for craigslist to forward reply's. I had an email in my inbox this morning for a position as a poll worker. I sent them my resume and my phone number and they called within minutes. They are sending me a registration form because I am not registered to vote at my current address but after that they will get me into training and I will work whenever there is a county election. It is not something I will do often but it will help alleviate things at home and it gets my foot in the door for other county work.

I am going to have to have a sit down talk with my hubby because he doesn't seem to be happy about anything I want to do for work. I spent time this morning looking for part time jobs and he still acted like I was wasting my time. I really don't want to do something I don't like and don't want to do and then still have him mad at me because it was not the job he wanted me to get. I am not angry anymore but I would really like to know what it is that he expects and I am going to have to find a gentle way to ask him before I continue filling out applications and end up with with both the stress of working a part time job I don't love and the stress of my hubby not being happy with the job I have.

Maybe I should apply to the pole strip club coming to town and see what he says! Not that I would ever do that can't stand the thought of it actually but just maybe it would make him think about what it is he wants me to do. I could also apply at Hooters and say well I would make great money at these places working part time is that what you want?

Again thanks for the support after my major melt down and I am excited to say that I am still very motivated to get this IM thing off the ground. I am working on it along side my part time job search. I have been working on a bunch of article ideas and realized that some of them are to broad of a focus and I either need to write a series of articles or focus on one aspect. I have been treating articles more like diary entries trying to stuff my whole day into one post kind of a thing. I have been researching and learning about people in the industry.

Considering I have to split my time some right now I will have to go at a slower pace than I was thinking. I need to somehow explain to my hubby if wants me to make a lot of money and still be able to get up and go whenever he sees fit (he is the spontaneous type) and be able to spend most of his non work hours with him then the best bet is for me to learn how to make this work and build a higher paying business instead of working as say a stripper because that is the only way I am going to be able to make good money and meet his demands.