my brain is my best friend and my worst enemy
Argh! This is where I am at. I am putting in as many quality hours that I can spare - usually from 5am to 7am, Monday through to Friday, plus whatever else I can squeeze in. I know my progress is slow, but its definitely there because I know some stuff about this business, still got a lot to learn but I'm getting there AND I have some stuff out there, bringing in some interest. I also have ideas and a plan of action. In this sense my brain is being my best friend because I am learning, implementing and creating.
BUT, my brain is being my worst enemy because I doubt my ability to reach the level of success that I dream of, and part of that is to earn enough money so I don't have to rejoin the workforce when my boys go to school. I wish I could stop doubting myself because I realize that it is a road block on my path to success.
Now that everyone knows I am a nutter, I'll just get back to work - the real key to success!