Well, today was a day that I have been dreading for 5 months now. Yep, I went back to my job at the behavioral (psych) center!  But only part time.

No, I am not giving up here. I am online at least 12 hours out of a day! And I really do enjoy staying at home with my dogs and  being there for my kids after school. Oh, dont forget the hubbie! BUT, its like I'm missing out on something. 

All my friends are nurses too. And I can remember when we all compared "who had the strangest patients"! Now when we meet, all I can talk about is my kids, dogs and husband. So, yeah, thats whats missing! I'm missing being a nurse and people depending on me for their care. Is that weird or what?  

I had decided back in July 2010 that I no longer wanted to be a nurse. My oldest sister died of polymyositis (a muscle weaking disease). And she wanted to live! And I was angry EVERYDAY to see my patients at the behavioral center (i worked on the chemical dependent unit then) that gave no regard for their life. They didnt care if they lived or died! So, before I could "stop caring for them too", I left!

Now, I'm back at work. Actually missing it this time. And everyone was happy to see me! They still call me "SMILEY". (I'm one of those people that you can never tell that I'm mad since I smile constantly.) Funny thing though, I talked constantly about WA! and my websites. I was wondering what was going on WA while I was at work. ha ha ( I think I should've taken an accrediation course here, instead of going back to work...you think?)

Anway, I just wanted my "buddies" here to know that since I'm back at work, that  I wont be sending you a "reply" back to those pm's so fast. And especially so that you wont think I am ignoring you.

Cause WA is a place that I plan to help me leave that psych ward once and for all! And I will leave soon! And then I will be able to talk about HOW MUCH MONEY I MADE ON MY WEBSITES, INSTEAD OF NURSING! ha ha